I heard my body saying, “I’m in pain.”
My heart cried out loud saying, “I’m in pain too.”
While my mind stopped working and remained quiet.
I guess I’m in pain.
I am mentally and emotionally exhausted.
Despite the long list of contacts in my phone, I feel alone.
I don’t have anyone to call or run or go to.
So instead of mourning I preferred to listen to my breathing.
And I can’t stop the tapes in my mind asking, “How long should I carry on?”
I know this sounds familiar to you.
This might be your story too.
You are exhausted somewhere and you feel like you are losing your breath.
You want to beat it but you feel like it’s winning.
Different noises started saying ” Give up”, “Don’t fight anymore”, and “Just end it”.
And I know you are battling this over and over again.
I don’t know what kind of pain you’re experiencing right now.
I don’t know how long you can handle it.
But all I know is, we can’t give up.
Not unless He permits.
Other people in their deathbead wanted a life like ours.
Wanted a life like mine.
We always have options whenever life seems dark, quiet and empty.
Listen to music.
Enter an art class.
Be who you really are.
And shut the noise by proving it wrong and not ending your life.
You’re gonna make it.
You’re not weak.
You will fail but you’re not a complete failure.
I know His plans are taking too long, but please journey with me and let’s wait together..
We owe ourselves a brighter future.
We can Kill the GIANTS.
I hope you choose to still live.